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Memory Diary Entry #21

 Today is hard. I am having a little bit of a difficult time. I miss you so much grandma. You always have a special place in my heart. I miss you more now than ever, I wish I could call you and tell you all the things I'm doing. I wish I could hear your voice. I heard your voice in a voicemail, and while I smiled at that, and smiled at other things that you said or I said to you, it still pretty much leaves me to still wanting to hear your voice. I miss you and grandpa everyday. You were not just my grandma, you were a best friend. I love you and I remember spending the night at your house with chewy.  I'll keep your memory alive. I'll keep telling people about you. You're missed every single day. We love you and always will. I know that this isn't goodbye.  I put up signs in a game called Animal Crossing New Horizons that say In Loving Memory Of Grandma Connie. I did that, so I could keep your memory alive in the game. I'm hoping that I can put flowers beside t...

Memory Diary Entry #20

  Let me explain this for a minute because this song holds a special place in my heart. I’ve never really shared it with anyone else , except that I’ve only sang it for myself and then for an aunt of mine. I never really wrote the lyrics down because well I would keep adding to the song as I sang it. This song is special to me in every way because I made it up on the piano and then I started thinking of lyrics and I sang them. I continue to sing it, because it’s a song that gives me joy but makes me happy. I wrote this song in memory of my grandma who I loved and I know she had love to give and I know she loved me too. I wrote this in dedication to her. I know that even though she’s not here to hear it, I know that she’s in my heart and I know she would be happy to know what I was doing in my life now. I know I’ll see you again someday I know I’ll see you again someday soon I know I’ll see you again someday I know I’ll see you again someday soon I know that this isn’t goodbye becau...

Memory Diary Entry #19

 Dear Grandma, on a day like today and on a night like tonight, I'm missing you like crazy. I wish sometimes I didn't let my emotions get the better of me in the way they do. I know you understood this. I know that you loved me so much. You are one of the sweetest grandmas I knew. I loved spending time with you and grandpa, I loved when you and I would go places. I remember seeing the greatest showman with you and I remember how much you loved it. I remember spending the night over at your house and how it was so much fun. I sometimes would wish for moments like that back because I would be able to give you a hug and know that your embrace was something that gave comfort towards me in the love you had and shared. Grandma, I know that tomorrow is the anniversary of when you passed in 2021 but I smile back at the memories and I love you so much and I love you and care about you grandma, still to this day. 

Memory Diary Entry #18

 Grandma I miss you right now, I miss your conversations. I miss you and grandpa. I miss the laughter. I miss the joy of the times I got to sit with you both in church. I miss coming to your house on Christmas Eve. I miss playing the piano for you and grandpa. I wish you both could be here at times, so you could both see how well all of us are doing. I loved you both with my whole heart, I miss the phone conversations, getting to play the Wii with you. The times we even took a drive before you dropped me off at home. Grandma when you passed, I missed you so deeply, as I loved having you being around. I know you are still forever in my heart. I know you would be proud of me. I know I will see you again someday. I love you grandma and I'll keep sharing the happy memories I have of you daily.

Memory Diary Entry #17

 Dear Grandma, I love and miss you daily because you're special and were apart of my life in a lot of ways. I know that I'm going to see you and grandpa in Heaven again someday. Just know I love you and know I will continue to share your memory and keep your memory alive. I'm still doing well, and it's not a day that I won't ever stop thinking about you. I love you grandma.

Memory Diary Entry #16

 Dear Grandma, I love you and I miss you. it's been a long time since I wrote how I felt on here but I'm still keeping busy and grandma you would be proud of me and grandpa would be too cause I'm planning to be baptized again in the Spring. I've been thinking long and hard about it and I want to do this. You are my strength when I am weak, you are the  treasure that I seek, you're my all in all. I want to share this link in hopes to anyone reading this that God is our strength, when we are at our weakest, He is the treasure that we seek and in all things, He is our all in all. So never give up your Faith, never lose Hope. Never quit on the things that God has in store for you. I love you grandma and I miss you but I know I'll see you again someday and I know you're with me in my heart forevermore. I love you grandma. You were one of the best grandmas a girl could ever ask for.

Memory Diary Entry #15

 Dear Grandma, as I know how much your anniversary date is approaching this month, after I looked it up. I see that, I know how I still miss you to this day because at times I wish I could talk with you on the phone. I wish I could be there to help you in the ways I helped you and that you were here. I miss our conversations deeply. I miss our conversations so, so much. I know you're reunited with Jesus, I know you are in Heaven and I'll see you again someday. I love you and I know you are where you are supposed to be now. I know I'll be okay. I know that I can smile back at the memories and I do. I love you grandma.