Memory Diary Entry #6

 Dear Grandma, I want to tell you that I love you and when I think about you, I think of how you were the sweetest person I ever knew. You could always make me smile and laugh. I know that you told me that in the letter you wrote to me, that in the moments I felt sad it was okay because you knew I would miss you, and you miss me too, but that I could smile back at the memories and you would too. When I first started doing this writing project with this blog, I didn't know where to begin or where to start. There was so much I wanted to say to you but didn't know where to begin. Although, God made a way to help me start writing it. I love you so much and I miss you each day but I know I'll see you in Heaven again someday. If I could tell you anything, anything I would want to say right now then I would tell you how I'm helping with three ministries and I'm humbly grateful for it. I'm humbly grateful for the ministries that God has brought me to because all the ministries has become family to me. I've met so many people through each ministry and I've been able to build friendships and they have become family. God has been using me in many of these ministries to continue to help encourage where and when needed, but to also use my gifts. My grandma and I always celebrated our birthdays together, I love you grandma and I miss you but I smile at the memories I have. I know I’ll see you again someday in Heaven. I love you. You held such a special place in my heart. You really did. You were so special and you and I had so many conversations and laughter. You were so special and I know you were loved. You’re missed here but we will see you again. You’re forever my grandma who will be with me always and in my heart. You’re loved. You’re special and even though there are moments when I might cry and everything, I know after a few minutes or after a bit I can smile back at the memories that you and I shared together. love you always and forever. You were so special to all who knew you and all of our family, including me. love you so much and I love that you had a compassionate and loving heart. I still remember the times that we shared and the times we spent together talking. There is one day grandma I got an inspirational text from somebody who does inspirational videos and the text said this: My prayer for you today is: ❤️A heart free of sadness 😊 A mind free of worries 💪🏽 A body free of illness 🙏🏾 A day full of blessings. Then later I heard the song Save My Life by Sidewalk Prophets along with other songs on a podcast that a friend of mine has and who I met through Christian Media Spotlight along with many others. That was the one day I got to see you for a little bit. I love and miss you so much. I know she loved me and no matter what she is going to hold a special place in my heart because I care about her and I know that God is gave her comfort when she was around and I know He is giving comfort to anyone who has had a rough day today.

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