Memory Diary Entry #13

 Dear Grandma, one of the things I would want you to know if you and grandpa were here is that I am getting the chance and opportunity in October to speak at a Gala with the ministry I've been apart of and do phone call Bible Studies with. I'm very excited because it will be my first time attending something like this but it will also be my first time speaking at something like this as well. I know my birthday is coming up and I'm going to enjoy it and I know this month would be the 2nd year that it would have been your birthday, so I am going to do my best to honor you by sharing happy memories and telling stories. I love you and grandpa and there are times when I miss you both but I know I'll see you both someday. I know it's not goodbye but see you later. I love you both and I wish somedays that you both were here. I know you both are in Heaven, and I know I'll see you both again someday. I know God is using me greatly. I know that God loves me and I know that God is near and dear to my heart. I smile back at the memories and every now and again, I'll cry but I know that's normal. I love you guys and I have seen God bless me greatly over the past few weekends and weeks that I know if you both were here you would be smiling and be proud of me. I know you both are proud of me still, even if you both are not here physically. I love and miss you guys, and I'm grateful for the time that I was able to spend with you. I love you both and I think about you both from time to time. I'm going to continue to make you both proud of me. I know you guys have been proud of me when you were here, and are still proud of me now. Love you.  

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